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As fong thinks it necessary to bring up a comment I said a while ago at every chance he gets, I want to tell my side of the story.  Firstly I want to apologise for the offensive nature of what I said which I won't repeat however fong will tell anyone and everyone to keep it alive and try to bait me into another argument if you wish to hear it.

Although I said it at the time to inflict maximum offence I didn't take into regard all others who would witness it.  I reacted to something fong said to someone else due to some issues I had after a very bad day where I was mocked and teased by numerous groups of people. Firstly I have put up with a lot of crap in my life and it doesn't worry me however for my beautiful wife she still finds it very offensive when she hears the comments or sees people mocking me as I walk past.  It was also while I was on a holiday after seeing my dad pass away a horrible death from asbestos cancer so I was more emotional than normal although that is no excuse hencey apology.  So you understand why I got as worked up as I did I will share some info.

You see I suffer from genetic condition known as pseudoachondroplasia.  Pseudo meaning fake and achondroplasia is the most common form of dwarfism hence my fake midget username.

It is a form of dwarfism however usually comes with lot more complications and for myself that means severe scoliosis, bow leg, false shoulder and hip joints, early onset arthritis.  I am riddled with tendinitis, cartlidge issues and overall my muscles and joints were equal to elderly person before I was a teenager. I have had numerous specialists from all over Australia admit I need both shoulder replacements and knee replacements urgently however they are unable to do so due to earlier operations affecting the soft tissue structure which may result in locked knee syndrome and lack of bone structure to attach and new joints.  I have 2 of my 4 AC joint muscles completely torn with the other 2 hanging by threads which can't be repaired due to me need to use walking sticks etc which will destroy any repair work, so I rely on pain medication, regular physio, massages as well as cortisone shots just to get through each day and try to stay in the workforce.

I have also spent plenty of time in hospital with a large number of major surgeries as well as half a year in a full body cast as a child where I was in plaster from my toes to my chest.  During this time I had dealings with great organisations such as the children's hospital camperdown and westmead and the starlight foundation.

This is why I was so upset when I saw fong use words which I know some find offensive. It isn't even the people who are called the names it always hurts but the family members similar to my wife.  I offered to meet him when I was next in town not as a threat but so I could bring my wife and a close friend who lost her child to a disease to talk to.

He even agreed to remove the post which he did prior to snake jumping in with his 2cents worth.  This involved ongoing insults in the blog, in the cupboard and personal messages to myself. At this stage fong re entered the argument so I was being attacked by different angles for trying stand up for others cause apparently I'm a SJW and a snowflake dope.

There were insults thrown both ways a lot worse than this but I took it next level hence my apology.  

Although I received support from many who messaged me during this time and should have left it at that, but eventually I had enough and said something horrible which fong likes to bring up continually to bring my character into question.  

Well I have to question the character of a man who has worked with starlight yet throws around some of insults he does.  I have been to funerals of many children I spent time with in hospital and stay in contact with numerous families. Due to the way I look and walk I cop the stares, giggles and pointing which I am used to but see how upset it makes these families. If he truly has worked with starlight as claimed he would know what his insults are and how much it hurts families of those who suffer.

I have also been to funeral of young niece who committed suicide due to online bullying hence why  I get angry at times at the constant barrage of insults snake sends to everyone. It isn't only by replying to every comment some make but the private messages followed by further abuse in cupboard.  Let me share I'm not totally innocent either and don't claim to be but if look at every thread regardless of topic snake has up to 1 comment every couple minutes which is usually having a go at someone or baiting an argument.  Yet then he has hide in the cupboard to have a go at people who innocently say something about Kim not knowing her situation and for 1 person he decided they needed to be trolled till they left site only to return under another name anonymously.

Recently it seems the site has plunged into a cess pit of filth and insults just cause some people don't agree.  If you don't agree fine state your point but don't wait till every comment someone makes to attack their point of view.  

Don't throw insults into every single reply and just state your point and move on.

As I said it isn't the person you are calling names but often others that are that take more offence and so for that I offer my sincerest apologies for my disgusting comments and hopefully fong realises that the need to keep bringing it up is probably hurting others much more than myself.

I have not written this for sympathy or excusey behavior but to give context and hopefully stop the repeating of my horrible words.

Snake and fong, don't bother replying I'm done with you 2. This is the last I want to hear on the matter as I have written a number of times saying let's not mention each other, comment on each other and leave it at that yet you always seem to come back even after a truce was supposedly called a while back by snake.